小孩。

她是我的表侄女。
小孩的笑容，是最能讓人開心的畫面。
純真，無憂無慮的童年。
真的好希望她不要那麼快長大，
因為外面的世界永遠不比小時候的快樂，簡單。



曾幾何時我也曾像她一樣，
開心，無憂無慮地活著。
每一次看著小女孩被爸爸媽媽抱著，
所有童年回憶都會浮現出來。
而我唯一剩下的，也只有照片，回憶。



小孩跌倒了，擦擦膝蓋哭了也就好了，
而此刻的我們，迷失了，望著天空，忍著淚也就過去了。
向前走的同時依然還要相信，世界還是會有雨過天晴的時候。
依然還要相信，只要堅持著就會有所謂的奇跡，
即使，自己也不想再相信些什麽了,
而所謂的信念是否還存在著

Things to do after spm.

Bello guys! Here's my plan and things to do after spm have to share with my beloved visitors.

1. Dye my hair into brown. Or dip dye into red purple.
I want to dye my hair since long time ago but due to im still a Malaysia secondary school student so I only can wait until finished my spm.

2. Car liscence
I WANT MY P LISCENCE SO BADLY!!!! But my birthday on nov so i only can wait after spm again. WHYYYY ??? So i will not born my child on year end if I able to control it xD hahaa
I passed my undang few months ago with 48/50 . I still remember im so nervous that day and damn worry I will be laugh by my friends if I fail my undang -.- BUT THANKS GOD!!! HAHAHA
So, i must get my car liscence after spm as fast as possible. I dont want tumpang anyone car anymore. Hate it so much. Grr. And i can go wherever I want too coz daddy had promised let me choose a car if I could get the liscence!!!!

3. Prom night.
Yea. This year our school will be organised prom night too.
I wish to go since form 3 I think? Now finally have a chance but I feel abit lazy to go -.-
At last, my gang decided to go coz it's the last event before all of us leave to study .
So let's enjoy it! :)

4.Trip.
Stay tuned on my blog when I come back from china and hongkong!

5. Move to uni's hostel.
I decided to move out from my house and escape all the irritating things I don't want to face on.
I love my family . But too much of things happen so I just want to escape it asap.
So please pray hard that my parents will allow me move to uni's hostel.

6. Shopping . Eat. Drink. Play. Movie
Found so many nice foods to eat recently.
Must try it when I can drive !!! And gonna watch all the movies I love when i can drive too. -.- yea again.


My plan may add up new things someday.So what's your plan after spm? :)

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好久都沒淋雨了，那一天下起了一場大雨，
原來穿梭在雨中的感覺，真的能夠喚醒些什麽。
把自己搞得挺狼狽的，心情也很糟，回家以後接著就是大哭一場。
幸福背後的脆弱，並不是所有人都能看穿，
我懷念的是童年，一個能夠一直被呵護著的童年，
並不像現在，走在人生的轉折點，所有事情都得自己親自去決定、計劃。



晴天后，

星巴克，一件開心的小事，或者冰淇淋，往往能夠讓心情開始變好。

我們都是人生的編劇，

而我此刻最想做的事，就是到處去旅行。

每到達一個國家所拍的照片都收在一本相簿里，我一直深信，所有想不通的事都能夠在旅行時被啓發。

如果說，未來真的會離開這座熟悉并帶點陌生的城市，

那麼停留的地方，又會是哪裡

Random

BANGWALLAGAIN

27.7.2013. 

永遠都不會忘記今天，當成績出來以後我呆了幾分鐘然後在傻笑，接著我真的崩潰了。

爲什麽1996年出生的人那麼多，4分之1裏面爲什麽會是我 ?????????

接著朋友圈裏面有4分之3的人都和我一樣，心裡才稍微平衡了一點 -.-

不管怎麼樣，如果是1st batch，那麼我就會jan intake吧，無論怎麼樣我都不可能會去啊，我覺得第一天我就會死在那邊誒，何況是3個月?

況且畢業以後要做的事我也已經計劃好了，絕對不會因為plkn而浪費我的3個月。

我知道很好玩，可是你知道嗎，三個月要一直曬太陽，沒有social network，沒有冷氣，要早起一大堆的我真的連想像也覺得恐怖 .______________________.

沖上雲霄2 <3

TVB今年最紅的戲劇吧，飛機師真的太帥了尤其是CAPTAIN COOL <3 CHILAM <3

张智霖 OMG

CHILAM WITH RACE CAR <3

<3

Plan.

Hi guys! I believe all the form 5 students are busying with their study now and trial proparly will be start on next month and yea I feel like dying now .
I can't really concentrate on my studies instead of scrolling here and there.#Twitter,instagram ,facebook or stalking pretty girls lollol.
Im worrying my trial result but doesnt have any motivation to move on. And my study mood always come at night. Soimgoingtobangwallnow.
And it's 12.57 a.m now and i just finish revising my chemistry but still don't feel like go to the bed .


So, my trip on dec was finally confirmed .
I will be travel to hongkong and china with cousin sis from 19dec- 27dec. Imma so excited now !!! I hope I can skip my spm and straight jump to 19dec.
And i gonna fly with my same age cousin sis without any adult ! Woots ! Hope we wont be lost inside the airport LOL im seriously forgot how to check in dy -.-
But don't worry my dad will meet us at guangzhou 's airport so the whole trip will be following my daddy . :)))))

But here some problems after air ticket booking. Daddy ask me to bring one or two more cousin sis or bro to accompany me lol . But it will add up the cost coz all the money will be pay by my dad -.- so im still considering Haha! But seem like dad want to jio them so badly -.-


The most excited things is finally I can travel to Hk again !!! Imma soooo happy !
And daddy promise will bring me to shop whatever I want ! And somewhere like pavillion. Ohmygod *___* DADDYILOVEYOUSOMUCH!

So i gonna do some research on this trip after my trial or spm maybe?
And still hope i can travel to taiwan after this trip . Hehehehe
It's 1.16 am now so goodnight peeps !
Love! :)

Short post.

當被別人感動的時候，也得想想在他感動你的同時，是否也能夠感動上其他人。

從一個眼神里，我看到的是一顆漂泊不定的心，

而那顆心，或許從來就不被允許被誰佔有。

我不想表達，也只好一直放在心上。

Maybe過了一段時間以後，這些不真實的畫面也會隨著時間而模糊。

或許有些事情，模糊不清才是最美最值得紀念的。

而我卻想證明些什麽，在一切還來得及前。

Future.

上個星期學校的教育展讓很多人都開始緊張和擔心未來，

的確，畢業和spm已經越來越靠近了

我期待的也只有畢業而不是考試 .___.

okay 話說回來，Taylor , Sunway 和 Monash 都在考慮的範圍中

我是一位理科生，但未來會有80%是拿business -0-

有很多人會問，那麼我這2年來讀的不是白費了? 

在不然就是' 蛤? WHY? 爲什麽? '

這些反應真的讓我很想揍人 -.-

其實每一年真的有很多人都是這樣的啊，

我知道我沒有basic可是至少會比我繼續讀science好吧，至少我是跟著自己的興趣走啊

雖然我有想過要念心理學

但如果要當心理醫生最少也要7年時間，必須念上master .___.

至於 taylor , sunway & monash

有很大可能會選taylor 的 foundation 

但還無法決定的是，到底該不該去國外留學

其實心情很矛盾

有時候會很想自己一個人到新的地方重新開始，認識不同的世界

但有時候一個人人生地不熟也是很悲哀的 .__. 再來我英文也沒有很好

所以還處於50 50 的情況中吧

但我很高興找到一個志同道合的朋友 xD

前幾天談天的時候發現以後很大可能會和shaun繼續念同一間大學和科系 

可是也有很多還找不到方向的朋友，

不管怎麼樣，未來還是掌控在自己的手中，

我也期待著10年后的大家。:)