Trial.goshh

Hi peeps! I cant express my feeling now while trial is getting nearer day by day. Seem like it's only left 11days ? Ohmygod. The first time so worry about my result because trial is very very important to me for my jan intake. If I get bad result and been choose to the first badge of NS , i can't apply for jan intake so will be force to go. Nooooooooooo it's hell for me. And i know our trial paper will be prepared by our school teacher start from this year!!!!! It will be very very hard compare to the real SPM !!!! SOSTRESSCANDIE!

Start blamming myself for wasting too much of time in this holiday. Ahhh i feel so bad now.Purposely come here for expressing my feeling if not i will get myself into bad situation again.

Well. This is a short update and pointless post actually.
But for those who have the same situation with me , I can share some ways for relaxing yourself. :)
I try to download some sound of ocean wave from youtube and lying on my bed and listened it about 10 min. Do help you clear your mind and let's imagine we are now in the beach. :))

So I have to go now . I should'nt waste my time here too. Lol
Good luck to everyone and pray hard for me!